7.27.2011

My Guardian Spirit (Angel)

I first met Sussy (Cecelia) when I was teething in my crib. Since then she has done many wonderful experiences with me. Here are some stories:

Back in the 80s lead free paint was just starting out. The crib I was in was painted white it was handed down from generations past. I stood up in my crib and was just tall enough to have my mouth were the guard rail ended. I remember chewing on it and seeing the wood under it. When I got my first chunks in my mouth, I heard a noise and looked left were the room entrance was. The outside hallway light was always on upstairs, she looked liked she was glowing behind her but I focused in and noticed that it was just the hall light. I did not know who she was, she came in and stood three feet from me. She was beautiful, short curly dirty blond hair, young face with blue eyes and looked more like the mid age woman from my moms side. She spoke her voice also similar to the females on my moms side. She said, "Don't chew on the paint chips." I stared she continued with, "Spit it out and go back to sleep." I felt at ease so I spit it out and used my fingers to pull some of the extra stuff around my gums out. She smiled and walked away, stating that she would always been with me.

Years later I was around 8, I was always a late sleeper due to the constant stuff I could see, hear and interact with. The same hall light was on. I was on the top bunk my younger sister we were two years apart below me. My dad kept threatening to turn off the hall light if I did not go to sleep. Now this next part happened fast. From were I was on the top bunk along with the slanted roof only part of the light from the hallway hit the white ball behind the bunk bed. I sat up thought my dad was coming up again and looked to see if he was at the top of the stairs. I saw no one I turned around to lay down and when I do it faces the white wall, I saw a body profile. I though uh oh I was caught up. I looked back again no one at the top of the stairs. Looked at the wall still then then stairs nothing then looked back to the wall one last time. It was gone. I laid down and hid under the blankets. Thinking back while under the blanket I realized it reminded me of Sussy.

Years later when my younger sister got my dad mad he turned the hall light off. In the dark back then I froze my heart beat rose and I shaked and sweated and felt sick. I screamed out in my head please let there be some light to stare at to sleep. I saw a light a bright light up the whole upstairs appear. I was able to see through it and noticed the light was no on. The bulb was transparent and when a light is on you cannot see the insides. I was curious, my sister below me whispered, "Can you see it?" **Note all the females on my moms side are gifted but try to suppress it** I said yeah. I began to see a figure within it, calming, slight energy aura wings same Sussy looking and looking at me. I smiled a little scared but feel asleep calming feeling protected. The next morning my sister came up to me before school and told me she saw the figure in light too.

College years, my youngest sister we are four years apart, kept leaving her clothes at the top of the stairs. This happened twice, first time tripped on her bra and went flying forward, just before I face planted horizontal my body was thrown up and back against the wall at the top of the stairs it was that strong. Second time a few weeks later my sisters tang top.

2007 First year living with fiance. I was asleep it was a Saturday morning. My now husband was in the next room in the office playing on his computer. I was woken up to Sussy calling my name. It sounded urgent, I did not get any gutt feelings there was something wrong so went back to bed (learned my lesson) when I finally got up an hour later I found out my fiance had a bad leg cramp and was screaming for me for help he could not get out of his chair.

Now this was a few months before I started my hard core training and became aware more about spirit guide communication.

Now as she did for many years when I'm sick she caresses my face or talks to me almost daily which my physician ears can pick up. I've looked in family history records we have as a book last updated years after I was born. And she does not show up, however its only one family branch not the two others that connect on my moms side. I lover her lots and I'm being kept alive for something.

My mom met her once in a grocery store when I was a few months old, she disappeared as fast as she showed up. My moms side the females mostly have all had some light being or guardian spirit intervene or show up solid and interact in some time or another many stories there.

I dont mind the secrecy Sussy has, I just appreciate everything she has done for me. Maybe one day I will meet her before I cross over into my next life and say thanks.