Ep 16. Frozen Wolf & The Fae// By Facinating Fae, A Canadian Podcaster

 

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Fore more curious people wanting to know more, about some parts of the story:

The location of the campground I went to. Chippawa Creek Conservation Area 

This is my drawing from my early 20s. Of the blue-eyed water elemental.

This is Gizmo. Hes was a dwarf kitty rescue.

That Time of Year Again - Spirit Awakens and Crosses the Viel

Its that time of the year again. Usually around Samhain (known as Halloween to some) and the holidays it picks up. At least for me. Extra activity around the house, connections with spirits of people I know or for others I know come forward for messages. And these messages are not just 1 or 2 words its like a full conversation. I keep a journal on all this. Been doing it since I was a kid. 

The extra activity is from a family member who passed a short time ago, I'm assuming based on the voice and smell. Like my bedroom door banging and then the handle rattling. I don't get scared, so used to this type of events at night. As a kid growing up in a haunted house you get desensitized. I also know that my property and my home is protected. Thats a whole other blog entry in detail.

As for people asking, my hearing 'spirit' gift works like this. They come to me to talk, when they want and speak. My sight is more wide spectrum.

Possible Spirit Apparition of Cat? Around His Old Hideaway

Looks like a spirity kind of apparition outside the hideaway to the left. This hideaway was Gizmo the cats favourite hideaway when he was alive. Lavender went into it for the first time today. A year after he was first diagnosed with cancer. It has been out all this time, but I guess she wanted to explore it. It was clean and sterilized after he passed.

There is nothing in the windows and no windows open and no vent in the bedroom near the windows.

For Those Whom Have Passed Last Year And This Year

I have been very busy the last 2 years. Multiple deaths in the family. 8 Last year and 3 so far this year including my grandmother and a good college friend. (None died of Covid)
Each time the spirit whom has crossed animal or human they will come to me to relay so many messages for myself and family. Some refuse to crossover for a few hours to make sure loved ones were okay, some cross immediately.
The crossovers were intense and beautiful filled with so much emotion coming from the spirit itself and the one viewing the passing.
Usually after a few days if they have crossed immediately, I get visits nightly for up to 2 weeks straight. I wish I could share some with you, however due to my families and their families privacy I cannot.
Some wisdom was shared, some spirits reconfirm their own beliefs and are happy, some comment on how they will come and go and watch the family at times. Life does no stop once you have passed, one is just on a different plain that which can intermingle at times with ours.

I will miss them all. Including my Gizmo. <3

Private Home Investigation: Port Colborne, ON

I went to visit a friend last week I have not seen in years. She is a sensitive and intuitive since I've known her at 13. Shes a mature young lady, and stronger than before. Earlier while we talked and had pizza she commented about the place she was renting. She told me about her experiences there and how shes so desensitized by the random spirit chat and solid visits from animal and human. Later on we wanted to go back to her place to have tea.

As I walked into the door and upstairs to the second level where she lived I saw an old lady like grandmother type look, staring at me. Once I sat down I asked,"Who's the old lady?" My friend said, "Ohh that could be my friends Oma who's used to live up here and died a year ago in a hospital." She pointed to the room 2 doors away from hers. I brought out my camera and asked the old lady if she would like her picture taken. I saw the old lady go out of my field of vision and as she did she mouthed 'NO' and waved like akkk not interested body language. So I obliged and the old lady faded away in an orb and left for the time being.

Once she did I took many random pictures.I got a vibe from the TV and started to snap different angles of it. My friend always told me of a black and golden retriever dog colours that would be around in harsh times in her life. So when I saw a black dog under a reflection of what was beside the TV I was happy. I showed my friend right away and she was like, "Thats it!!"

We had more tea and as we were chatting I saw her bedroom door behind her go black and a black solid silhouette of a shadow person peep in at me then out fast. It stood about 6 foot tall. After it went back into her room the door was exposed to the afternoon sun again. Shes on the 2nd floor of a building across the street is a open field of grass. As I was trying to snap a few shots I caught the old lady in white and orbs.

A few hours later and as I turned to take more pics on the other side of her apartment I heard her say she saw something sitting on her blue dresser in her bedroom. I ran to her room and as soon as I got there I saw a tiny white blue orb push away from the dresser and jet fast towards her bed then disappear into a wall. I can see orbs with my physical eyes besides my second site aka third eye.

::: Update ::

* Old Lady aka Oma does not want to leave yet her grandchild still lives there.
* The shadow person comes and goes harming none or causing no issues.
* The land on that side of the bridge near Lake Erie's, Nickel Beach was First Nations burial grounds and swamp before it was converted around the early 1800s.

Private Residence: Woodstock, Ontario

The first time I was at my sisters house was when I needed to stay there for a week until the rental house was ready. My husband and I just recently moved back to Ontario from British Columbia. My sister’s house was an hour away from where we are going to lease the house, so I stayed there in the tiny upstairs attic bedroom. It was fully finished and very old; it was part of the original part of the house. I had my cats with me my brother in law is allergic so we kept the door to the attic closed.

I feel asleep and when I did I Journeyed and saw a white cat sitting on the futon I was on it walked up onto me and purred then I picked it up and it told me telepathically “Hi, my name is Tom”. He’s all white and short haired with a brown horizontal mark on the left side of his body. We hung out the rest of the night. The following night, my cats were playing with him. The toys I brought were moving around on there own I thought it as cute and let him do that until my sister yelled up to put the balls with bells in them away. My youngest cat is very sensitive he would chase Tom around and talk to him using cat sounds and hang out with him. You would hear two sets of cat movement on the stairs Gizmo’s and Tom’s. When I left that weekend my sister told me she heard the cat pace up and down the stairs looking for them.

When I was on the third night I was being trained by Bat Totem to perceive energy through echolocation. You close your eyes and send out an energy pulse and it bounces off of objects, and spirits. I saw it go through the house and hit one residual that paces back and forth from the kitchen to the hallway it stops at the hallway because it was part of the original home. The basement was next it showed up a very quiet shy spirit, male that watches and only stays in the basement which is also in the original part of the home.

The next day I went into the basement which has a door to the left and it’s an antique looking farm type door. Inside that area are old stairs the lead no ware just stop at the ceiling. They lead somewhere in the past. The rest of the basement is slowly getting redone. When you walk to where the washer and dyer is to the far right is the foundation wall. It has many cracks in it and I always feel like being watched. I say out loud not here to harm you, just curious with whom you are.

The cat spirit Tom does come into the living room and office and lower bedroom area in the addition that seems to have been added in the 60s or 70s. My sister always complains about a small white blur go by. She gifted in some ways like the woman on my moms side are, but she hides it and avoids it. My sister has a bird a 6 year old blue budgie the cat has never spooked it or harmed it. It just sits a few feet away and watches.

The cat is the most active, so when I slept over last weekend one night, I brought my digital camera and asked him if he would pose. I have a before and after picture, the after shows one large orb and two smaller ones. I know orbs can be dust. The picture of the orb is at the foot end of the futon on the floor.

My sister does not want me to do an investigation with a group; she does not feel comfortable with people in her home. So I’m doing it with myself and a friend who has many years of experience with it the paranormal also. A date currently is not set but in the works.

My Guardian Spirit (Angel)

I first met Sussy (Cecelia) when I was teething in my crib. Since then she has done many wonderful experiences with me. Here are some stories:

Back in the 80s lead free paint was just starting out. The crib I was in was painted white it was handed down from generations past. I stood up in my crib and was just tall enough to have my mouth were the guard rail ended. I remember chewing on it and seeing the wood under it. When I got my first chunks in my mouth, I heard a noise and looked left were the room entrance was. The outside hallway light was always on upstairs, she looked liked she was glowing behind her but I focused in and noticed that it was just the hall light. I did not know who she was, she came in and stood three feet from me. She was beautiful, short curly dirty blond hair, young face with blue eyes and looked more like the mid age woman from my moms side. She spoke her voice also similar to the females on my moms side. She said, "Don't chew on the paint chips." I stared she continued with, "Spit it out and go back to sleep." I felt at ease so I spit it out and used my fingers to pull some of the extra stuff around my gums out. She smiled and walked away, stating that she would always been with me.

Years later I was around 8, I was always a late sleeper due to the constant stuff I could see, hear and interact with. The same hall light was on. I was on the top bunk my younger sister we were two years apart below me. My dad kept threatening to turn off the hall light if I did not go to sleep. Now this next part happened fast. From were I was on the top bunk along with the slanted roof only part of the light from the hallway hit the white ball behind the bunk bed. I sat up thought my dad was coming up again and looked to see if he was at the top of the stairs. I saw no one I turned around to lay down and when I do it faces the white wall, I saw a body profile. I though uh oh I was caught up. I looked back again no one at the top of the stairs. Looked at the wall still then then stairs nothing then looked back to the wall one last time. It was gone. I laid down and hid under the blankets. Thinking back while under the blanket I realized it reminded me of Sussy.

Years later when my younger sister got my dad mad he turned the hall light off. In the dark back then I froze my heart beat rose and I shaked and sweated and felt sick. I screamed out in my head please let there be some light to stare at to sleep. I saw a light a bright light up the whole upstairs appear. I was able to see through it and noticed the light was no on. The bulb was transparent and when a light is on you cannot see the insides. I was curious, my sister below me whispered, "Can you see it?" **Note all the females on my moms side are gifted but try to suppress it** I said yeah. I began to see a figure within it, calming, slight energy aura wings same Sussy looking and looking at me. I smiled a little scared but feel asleep calming feeling protected. The next morning my sister came up to me before school and told me she saw the figure in light too.

College years, my youngest sister we are four years apart, kept leaving her clothes at the top of the stairs. This happened twice, first time tripped on her bra and went flying forward, just before I face planted horizontal my body was thrown up and back against the wall at the top of the stairs it was that strong. Second time a few weeks later my sisters tang top.

2007 First year living with fiance. I was asleep it was a Saturday morning. My now husband was in the next room in the office playing on his computer. I was woken up to Sussy calling my name. It sounded urgent, I did not get any gutt feelings there was something wrong so went back to bed (learned my lesson) when I finally got up an hour later I found out my fiance had a bad leg cramp and was screaming for me for help he could not get out of his chair.

Now this was a few months before I started my hard core training and became aware more about spirit guide communication.

Now as she did for many years when I'm sick she caresses my face or talks to me almost daily which my physician ears can pick up. I've looked in family history records we have as a book last updated years after I was born. And she does not show up, however its only one family branch not the two others that connect on my moms side. I lover her lots and I'm being kept alive for something.

My mom met her once in a grocery store when I was a few months old, she disappeared as fast as she showed up. My moms side the females mostly have all had some light being or guardian spirit intervene or show up solid and interact in some time or another many stories there.

I dont mind the secrecy Sussy has, I just appreciate everything she has done for me. Maybe one day I will meet her before I cross over into my next life and say thanks.

Parents Home Early 80s - Present: Port Colborne, Ontario

My parents house (Port Colborne, ON)

Years the house has been standing since 1931. I  haven't been able to read through the archives at the library because that building just opened up for public use. According to my parent's deed it states that besides the horribly angled property and shared driveway, the house used to be two separate apartments. One above and one below plus the tiny rocky cellar.
When my parents got it, it was set up for being one house. A few remodeling was done: new stairway upstairs, close off open attic, remove fireplace and cover it. Recently newer remodeling done by my brother like new floors, ceilings, etc.
During the time I lived there from early 1980s -2006 it was experiences from day one. I was 1 when we moved in. Had my first memorable encounter while I was teething in my crib and more to come.
Some of the experiences I had were on-going each day and worse at night.

My fathers brother died when he was 16 in late 70's from MD. I never met him in person because I was born in the 80s, but I met him many a times in my dreams or so I thought they were dreams at the time. One day while I was around 12 I got called into my brothers room one morning. We are 8 years apart. He pointed to the markings on the wall near his bed. I looked at it, it read ' Jeff ' in a weird handwriting, I brought my dad up and he went white. He cried a bit and said that's the way HE spelt his name. My dad thought my younger sister coloured on the wall with either chalk or cheap kid oily makeup. I touched the writing and rubbed it HARD, nothing then tried to wash if off nothing. Beside it I tried to reproduce the look of it nothing, either. After three days it disappeared.

Other things that happened in the house were: Shadow people, many voices at once of people, banging (I kept wondering if it was normal house noises but it banged with pulses and whispers), cold spots, negative energy, and a few other stuff only a sensitive would see and feel. I will talk more about them in a later post.

One spirit in particular I became attached to well more like her to me. My mom thought it was an imaginary friend (shes sensitive too) but then she saw her a couple of times. There is a time I remember vividly with her. I was playing hide and go seek with my younger sister (were two years apart) and I was it. I did my count then started my search. Looking all over I finally ended up in my parents room and went into the old closet. The closet was deep left wise, odd type of design. Pushing away alot of hanging clothes I saw a hand and arm then reached out to touch it quietly. The hand moved and said, "Your it!" Then heard my sister yell from my moms room door, "Who you talking to? I'm over here?" I swallowed dry and hard. I looked at my sister then in the spot I saw the arm. It was gone. I felt so sick and ran outta the room, telling my sister I guess it was one of mom's dolls I saw. Later that day I asked my mom about the doll in the closed that looked real. She said, "There is no doll like that in my closet. The only doll I have is the one you got for your birthday the 3 foot plastic dress up doll that you have in YOUR room's toy bin."

Time later that doll would animate and would knock on my room door and giggle at night. So I have a large fear of dolls. But that doll is plastic looking with no body hair like the arm in the closet that day. Later on I found out that the spirit used the doll to interact with me cause it felt close to me based on my sensitivity, type of personality and issues with an alcoholic father. The girl would move my toys animate plushies and colour as well. Even as a teen I would leave toys and colouring paper and crayons out for her.

When my parents were trying to sell the house, my new rooms pictures could not be used. I need to go through my old hard drive and see if I still have all 3 of the pictures. One was foggy, one was orbie and one was doable. The doable one is the only one I have right now. Its a tad foggy but not too much. I kept alot of griffin gargoyles around me. They represent a balance of light and dark, plus good protectors.

After being more talented with first nations journeying, I've learned more about this girl. Shes about 6, with braided long brown hair mid back length. Whitish looking dress with stockings that looked old and worn. No matter what she tried to have a smile on her face and not let the bad stuff pull her down. That's how I was and am as a person.They lived on this that piece of land or close to it between late 1800's to early 1900's. There family was catholic like mine. She was an animal lover like me but her alcoholic dad would kill them slowly in a cellar and abuse her and her mom. In the journey I saw him go into a cellar then heard the cat wails and screams they sounded violent and painful. (Later saw cat heads floating alot as a kid in and around the house). She was an artist like me and loved nature. Then I saw a fire and rocks and it ended.
When my brother was redoing the living room ceiling there was alot of scorn and fire marks on the wood. Like it was freshly burnt then built over. I asked my mom if there was a fire in the house ever and she said nothing in the deed or report (a neighbor of ours was living in that house in the 60-late 70s) and she said no too.
So until I can get to the archives for the city I cant get anymore information about it. While making a pond a few years back me and my dad came across old bottles; medicine bottle, alcohol bottles and metal spikes for early wooden homes in the area.
However I did do a smudging on the house even in crawlspaces recently and gave release light to many, and forced some out. Then placed barriers up. My mom is catholic but she allowed me to do it that way. Since then when I go over its so quiet.

::: 2012 Update ::::

Went to the Port Colborne, archive building and found information to back up my visions. The 1870s map showed the lot the house is now on used to be where it is now and the house behind it combined. The map done before that showed it was farm land. My parents house was built in 1932 its stamped on the front. I still need to go through the old fireman's logs for the 1800s and up as well as 8, 3inch binders of photos of the cities history.