Ep 16. Frozen Wolf & The Fae// By Facinating Fae, A Canadian Podcaster

 

(the podcaster created the image with AI)

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Fore more curious people wanting to know more, about some parts of the story:

The location of the campground I went to. Chippawa Creek Conservation Area 

This is my drawing from my early 20s. Of the blue-eyed water elemental.

This is Gizmo. Hes was a dwarf kitty rescue.

Psychic Vampire Attack?

I was laying in bed waiting for sleep to kick in. It was a hot humid night, no AC back in 2000 at my parent's place. I was on the bottom bunk with a small fan across from me on a chair. My youngest sister above me, snoring away and tossing and turning. I was watching my Toronto Raptors wall clock tick, tock. I laid on my side facing the fan, my back towards the wall. I was hoping my insomnia would ware off soon I thought to myself, still watching the clock make noise. I saw my cat run by scared me as he chased a bug that got in, he ran downstairs.

I sighed then waited some more, after a few minutes I felt a cold chill behind me. I took my arm and reached my hand backwards to see if I was getting a chill under my tang top, but felt a semi solid body lay beside me, behind my back. I rolled over quickly and saw a man laying there he pushed me onto my side again and grabbed my mouth as if to suffocate me. I did what I was taught in self defense class in high school to elbow as hard as you can. I did but felt my attempt fail as I only felt part my elbow hit its chest then it went more transparent again to avoid it.

I started to grab the metal bars above my head which was where my sisters mattress laid upon and pull to try to move myself away. But the Being wrapped his legs around mine like a rope then used his free arm to grab the arm that was holding onto the bars. My other arm was under me pinned, but I fought as he began to pull me towards him as if he was trying to absorb my body and soul into his. I kept fighting till I passed out from being unable to breathe and didn't wake till morning.

I woke up drained and tired and felt like I was touched spirit wise. I took a shower but could get rid of that feeling. Later the next night I called out to my spirit guardian her name is Sussy (**shes in a previous blog under the title: "Parents House 1982-Present"**) and asked her what could I do to protect myself. I got many visuals and told to sleep.

That night I was taught angelic script, its a very ancient language Angelic Script Information I found it while looking online at a library after waking up later that morning and writing out immediately what I saw. The following night I was showed how to use it to put up a barrier on my bedroom door frame using my art chalk. I had no more attacks after that night.

Scar after being physically attacked.

I was scarred once and since then learned how to barrier. Way back while dating my second boyfriend around 2001. I was at his house, sitting on the floor in his room playing with my pocket knife, the toss in the air and catch with one hand game. He was telling me how he had this feeling inside him that took over many times and made him black out. I said okay lets try this, I sat quietly and closed my eyes and meditated. My boyfriend sat on his bed and watched. I saw a dark figure his aura and energy were fierce like a raging medieval demonic knight. He called himself 'DREAD'.

I saw him look at me in the vision and smile then take out his long piked blade and turn around and swipe at me with it. I dodged once then could not turn around fast enough, the long bladed pike went right through me. I opened my eyes gasping for air and felt a sharp stabbing pain near my spine. I could see energy in my minds eye from my back pouring out like blood. The wound did not go through to the other side. I ran to the mirror and looked at my back. What I saw was a deep red scar on my back near my spine.

Now flash forward to when I moved to British Columbia and lived on Vancouver Island for a while. There I met someone who was practicing light work she attempted to remove parts of what she called blade shards. My back ached so much the pain felt like a hot poker on my back. I bit down on a folded sock and closed my eyes. She told me to let it heal so I left it alone. Time after time it still acted up if anyone touching it with light energy tried to heal it.

A few years later when I moved back to Ontario, I told my mentor that it still did not go away after mutiple attempts. He Journeyed that night and had me sit down and he worked on it. He used numbing stuff to ease the pain while he worked. I remember falling sleep sitting up at one point and he was still at it, this time with a fire put going and some herbs burning. I awoke laying down in front of the fire (yes still fully clothed) and feeling a bit better. I was bandaged up and he told me to let it heal, the worst was gone now I had to work at healing some of the internal wounds as part of my lesson. I said okay.

The wound is still sensitive always will be but the energy signature and pain is gone. It might not go away, but it always reminds me to barrier up and be on guard cause things can not be what they seem.