Scar after being physically attacked.

I was scarred once and since then learned how to barrier. Way back while dating my second boyfriend around 2001. I was at his house, sitting on the floor in his room playing with my pocket knife, the toss in the air and catch with one hand game. He was telling me how he had this feeling inside him that took over many times and made him black out. I said okay lets try this, I sat quietly and closed my eyes and meditated. My boyfriend sat on his bed and watched. I saw a dark figure his aura and energy were fierce like a raging medieval demonic knight. He called himself 'DREAD'.

I saw him look at me in the vision and smile then take out his long piked blade and turn around and swipe at me with it. I dodged once then could not turn around fast enough, the long bladed pike went right through me. I opened my eyes gasping for air and felt a sharp stabbing pain near my spine. I could see energy in my minds eye from my back pouring out like blood. The wound did not go through to the other side. I ran to the mirror and looked at my back. What I saw was a deep red scar on my back near my spine.

Now flash forward to when I moved to British Columbia and lived on Vancouver Island for a while. There I met someone who was practicing light work she attempted to remove parts of what she called blade shards. My back ached so much the pain felt like a hot poker on my back. I bit down on a folded sock and closed my eyes. She told me to let it heal so I left it alone. Time after time it still acted up if anyone touching it with light energy tried to heal it.

A few years later when I moved back to Ontario, I told my mentor that it still did not go away after mutiple attempts. He Journeyed that night and had me sit down and he worked on it. He used numbing stuff to ease the pain while he worked. I remember falling sleep sitting up at one point and he was still at it, this time with a fire put going and some herbs burning. I awoke laying down in front of the fire (yes still fully clothed) and feeling a bit better. I was bandaged up and he told me to let it heal, the worst was gone now I had to work at healing some of the internal wounds as part of my lesson. I said okay.

The wound is still sensitive always will be but the energy signature and pain is gone. It might not go away, but it always reminds me to barrier up and be on guard cause things can not be what they seem.