My name Frozen Wolf which loosely translates in Algonquin, First Nations to Mindjimiskwagaw-o Mahingan. I was gifted it by my ancestors with it, during a ceremony.
I'm Gen X, married to a Norse Lord, have a cat Lavender aka Boo! (as in ghost) and Grym 'Hound' my Medical Alert dog. As of 2012, I have a permanent spine and brain injury with epilepsy from an MVA others caused.
Dealing with the paranormal since birth. I remember my first encounter when I was teething. It didn't help that I grew up in a haunted house, due to it being on haunted land with past trauma.
GROWING UP
My mom always told me when you are out in public, your have to keep silent about it to your friends and family. It was taboo and people found it dark and demonic. They fear what they don't understand. I grew up in a small city with a high abraham religion population.
The church did not like me asking questions about doctrine and went full on fire and brimstone mode. Including yelling, when I would be calm and talking softly. I was raised in a catholic home, but I was not catholic. I did the ebb and flow of it by roleplaying to get by. I won't get into why I found the church so disrespectful. From my perspective in this post. As per back then, you did not dis-respect your family. It was a different time decades ago.
In school I was a quiet, shy child. Mostly kept to myself. Never got written up, never had a police record. Nor had behavioural issues. I had so much anxiety, I did not feel safe there. A few times I was locked in a small room and told I was being defiant for not wanting to read outloud. I am dyslexic.
I would be cornered and pulled aside by students and staff. They had alot of things to say forcefully. The stress would get so bad, I could not eat well there and would faint alot. I love intellectual conversations I would asked questions about doctrine, refused to 'bend the knee' to agendas I found harmful or unsafe and defended myself agains't actions done to me. Plus still hold my own resolve to just survive another day. By just trying to keep un-noticed and roleplay as I went.
In the community I would be followed around in stores, people making the 'sign of the cross' in front of me. Be kicked out of some volunteering due to made up accusations others did, but put it on me. Reminded me of the school bullies drama too. Be swarmed and asked if I consented to an exorcism. Asked if I dealt in mind altering medicine. Which I never and still have never touched nor used.
It was on-going until I moved away from home. And found people who were unbias and educated and from different cultural and belief backgrounds.
Sadly, even my closest family nor friends never new anything about me in such matters back then. They only knew about tangible topics in this realm.
In my 20s, I came out and took my power back in that. Due to the interventions my guides supplied. I was finally free from the church and was allowed to follow the path I hid in the shadows since I was a child. It was a time in my life where I was needed and people around me were scrambling for answers and help in those areas.
I am artistic and volunteered for local charities, non profits, natural disaster awareness, religious groups and retirement homes. People started to get to know me and saw past the visuals and rumors into a regular person.
My mom always told me when you are out in public, your have to keep silent about it to your friends and family. It was taboo and people found it dark and demonic. They fear what they don't understand. I grew up in a small city with a high abraham religion population.
As I got older, I would get bullied either emotionally or physically by the church, school staff + students and the local community. Rumors about how I was a devil, did dark magic, herding my peers into the shadows and how I co-mingled with demons.
Just because of the way I looked, what I wore and how I seemed to talk to people 'not there' and zone out in like a trance at times. Its not like I had any tattoos nor piercings. I did not look 'goth' until the mid 90s.
I was taught by the church and school... that doctrine teaches, that those who are gifted to help others. Were cursed by the devil. Only their church, god and demi-god could perform such things.
The church did not like me asking questions about doctrine and went full on fire and brimstone mode. Including yelling, when I would be calm and talking softly. I was raised in a catholic home, but I was not catholic. I did the ebb and flow of it by roleplaying to get by. I won't get into why I found the church so disrespectful. From my perspective in this post. As per back then, you did not dis-respect your family. It was a different time decades ago.
In school I was a quiet, shy child. Mostly kept to myself. Never got written up, never had a police record. Nor had behavioural issues. I had so much anxiety, I did not feel safe there. A few times I was locked in a small room and told I was being defiant for not wanting to read outloud. I am dyslexic.
I would be cornered and pulled aside by students and staff. They had alot of things to say forcefully. The stress would get so bad, I could not eat well there and would faint alot. I love intellectual conversations I would asked questions about doctrine, refused to 'bend the knee' to agendas I found harmful or unsafe and defended myself agains't actions done to me. Plus still hold my own resolve to just survive another day. By just trying to keep un-noticed and roleplay as I went.
In the community I would be followed around in stores, people making the 'sign of the cross' in front of me. Be kicked out of some volunteering due to made up accusations others did, but put it on me. Reminded me of the school bullies drama too. Be swarmed and asked if I consented to an exorcism. Asked if I dealt in mind altering medicine. Which I never and still have never touched nor used.
It was on-going until I moved away from home. And found people who were unbias and educated and from different cultural and belief backgrounds.
Sadly, even my closest family nor friends never new anything about me in such matters back then. They only knew about tangible topics in this realm.
In my 20s, I came out and took my power back in that. Due to the interventions my guides supplied. I was finally free from the church and was allowed to follow the path I hid in the shadows since I was a child. It was a time in my life where I was needed and people around me were scrambling for answers and help in those areas.
I am artistic and volunteered for local charities, non profits, natural disaster awareness, religious groups and retirement homes. People started to get to know me and saw past the visuals and rumors into a regular person.
SOME BACKGROUND
In school I took religious studies, including world religions. Then later on in life knowing other people with different beliefs ranging from: Catholic, Christian, Orthodox, Judaism, Wiccan, Paganism and more. I was invited to different events and rituals to experience those. Everyone comes from somewhere. When dealing with spirits and humans on this earth. Knowing someone's background, lifestyle and beliefs is important to help them.
I've kept a journal but now decided to digitize it. Since I was a kid I have collected all I could of Canadian only media. Back then there was no internet and I wish to share what I have with others.
I have many animal totems that guide me. Some come and go and then come back again based on which goes on in my life. Since my TBI they have taken on different meanings to me.
Currently, I have the Grey wolf and her wolf pack. She is amazing and kind. There are others as well.
I also have many others whom I work with from time to time, depending on what life is asking of me. Because I have been exposed to other beliefs, some of those 'Beings of light or darkness (not evil)' and some from the 'Fae' world have been attracted to me. I don't hold no bias of whom is there to be at my side. Just like I do with people.
I was gifted with much in the way of abilities, however since the TBI some of it has increased.
Clairvoyant, clairaudient, precognition, astral projection, remote viewing, psychic drawing and writing, kinetic (kinda phyro and 1 other I have no name for), etc. I use divination decks which is the totem and moon cycles. I was gifted an archangel deck, however due to my alignment and beliefs it never seems to work.
INVOLVMENT WITH THE COMMUNITY | CASEWORK
One of the reasons why I am making this blog public, is alot of misunderstandings within the paranormal community and how people perceive the people or un-natural events going on. Which can make it scary at times.
Ive had my fair share of being called a 'pretendian' by my own people, a demon by abraham religions and an evil witch/devil by the public. I still get bullied online about that by other people. But I move on. Their personal insecurities, not mine.
I have had people reach out in my community who were not affliated with any religiou group to help them handle thier situations. Ranging from human spirits, other realm beings that blend into ours at times. They are just other species like we have animals here. To the many types of Fae, dark types and cleansings.
I have also helped mentor children coming into their own gifts whove been strong mediums, etc.
I have worked and or consulted with groups within Canada and the US. Either remotely or in person. My alignment is Earth (This plain) and Underworld (Not a Version of Hell). So I tend to handle more dark cases based on my past experiences and guide connections.
One of the reasons why I am making this blog public, is alot of misunderstandings within the paranormal community and how people perceive the people or un-natural events going on. Which can make it scary at times.
Ive had my fair share of being called a 'pretendian' by my own people, a demon by abraham religions and an evil witch/devil by the public. I still get bullied online about that by other people. But I move on. Their personal insecurities, not mine.
I have had people reach out in my community who were not affliated with any religiou group to help them handle thier situations. Ranging from human spirits, other realm beings that blend into ours at times. They are just other species like we have animals here. To the many types of Fae, dark types and cleansings.
I have also helped mentor children coming into their own gifts whove been strong mediums, etc.
I have worked and or consulted with groups within Canada and the US. Either remotely or in person. My alignment is Earth (This plain) and Underworld (Not a Version of Hell). So I tend to handle more dark cases based on my past experiences and guide connections.
Recently with help from another group close to where I live. I have found accessable ways to be part of the cases again remotely. Using modern technology and my own abilties combined. I am working with others skilled similar to me who have been doing it for decades as well.
I am officially, apart of only 1 group called S.H.R.O.U.D. out of NJ, USA. They are a veteran group who handle the complex and dark cases.
I am also starting my own guild soon.
I am officially, apart of only 1 group called S.H.R.O.U.D. out of NJ, USA. They are a veteran group who handle the complex and dark cases.
I am also starting my own guild soon.
* Due to my TBI, I don't travel much so I will not be doing in home visits or online readings. However I am part of a network of energy workers, mediums, specialists and paranormal groups in Canada and the US. So I can forward information *
- Recreated best I could my Sacred Space. Using Photoshop in 2015 with multiple images and blending them. No A.I. Just human skill. -
Coming Soon, Canadian
