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Its down the road from the Mount Carmel Spirtual Retreat. In Niagara Falls, Ontario.

I remember being forced to go there or else I could not graduate. The Catholic school I went to. No I'm not Catholic, had this retreat we had to do. In able to graduate from elmentary school in grade 8 to get into highschool. The nightmare lasted 4 days.

I was traumatized by the students and staff and had to deal with alot of verbal onslaught by the nuns. And the 3am to 7am everynight sleep slot was exausting. I came back with losing 5 pounds was down to 95 and gravly ill.


HERES HOW IT WENT............................

Girls dorms were on the 3rd floor. The boys on the 2nd. The energy in that place the moment I got inside made me so ill. Felt so intense. The land and building had alot of residual energy in it. 

On top of the many spirits I saw roam the halls and try to interact with the living. One day we were there one of the nuns passed and the small cemetary just outside the window was being prepared.

We were told a bit about the place. Like there was a 4th floor but a mysterious fire broke out way before my time and collasped it. And only 1 idol statue survived that fire. Which they placed in the main area when you came in. I remember looking up at it. I love art, even of its religous. It stood like 7 feet tall. I could not remember if it was their mother idol Mary or their demi god Jesus.

There was a pool in the basement. Spiral stairs that lead to a green like 1930s style pool, build, colour and decor.

There was a gym off the left when you come in the front doors.

The nuns had people on strict duties. I opposed the religious ones. They did not like that. But was cool with the common daily chores I was even doing at home. Like tiying up a bit here and there after what our class did.

We got up at 7am for breakfast.
I could not hold it down the mental and physical trauma was alot.
And for my fast metabolism and having to do full on 10km walks uphill in 2 feet of snow. Up an escarpment near NOTL (Niagara On the Lake, ON).
Running alot.
Creating religious propoganda artwork.
Chores and doctrine I was spent.
Bedtime was 3am.

I slept in front of one of the dorms windows. They had the boiler cranked up for the winter so the winders were cracked because it was super hot in the rooms. You can kinda see the window were my brown ape plushie was on my bed. The white ripples were below it.

A friend slept beside me. Her bed had the wierd light on it as if sitting down.


Back then, no one paid any mind to if you ate, slept or if you were being bullied that badly.